21 December 2004 - no regrets here
15 December 2004 - the secret of my success
14 December 2004 - things that make you go hmm....
12 December 2004 - the gaping hole
09 December 2004 - i love the woman i once was
08 December 2004 - did i mention he is an "entrepreneur" (do you think that means he is "unemployed"?)
05 December 2004 - when there isn't someone out there for everyone
04 December 2004 - and a partridge in a pear tree
01 December 2004 - no life
30 November 2004 - how the system works
29 November 2004 - sleep - boo!
28 November 2004 - hocus pocus
25 November 2004 - classic
25 November 2004 - loneliness
24 November 2004 - thankslonely
22 November 2004 - someone bring me a fireman...STAT!
19 November 2004 - indulged
18 November 2004 - bitch is the best whore to john
16 November 2004 - goin to ha-wi-ee
16 November 2004 - every whore has a john
14 November 2004 - the glow
12 November 2004 - fry, peterson, fry
12 November 2004 - fucky friday
11 November 2004 - what else is there?
10 November 2004 - i never want to be an "adult"
08 November 2004 - toast
08 November 2004 - cram
07 November 2004 - me in 63 answers
07 November 2004 - a big, sweet, creamy morsel
07 November 2004 - improvise, adapt, overcome
06 November 2004 - dining out
05 November 2004 - talent
05 November 2004 - searching for the right words to write
04 November 2004 - willing to give it a whirl
03 November 2004 - them and us
02 November 2004 - number 1000
28 October 2004 - the closest thing to retirement i would see in the next 34 years
28 October 2004 - the ball dropped...just not on me
28 October 2004 - the statistical analysis of jobs
28 October 2004 - the price of being a rock star
26 October 2004 - because blood is thinner than oil...classic
25 October 2004 - brides are dumb
22 October 2004 - goodbye to you
21 October 2004 - this week
17 October 2004 - the buzz
15 October 2004 - a little full of herself?
15 October 2004 - seattle
14 October 2004 - life as i know it
13 October 2004 - a simple equation
13 October 2004 - CL: man in white volvo in chef chu's parking lot at 7:55pm tonight
12 October 2004 - passive listening
12 October 2004 - game
11 October 2004 - alyssa
10 October 2004 - lessons
09 October 2004 - one year
08 October 2004 - bowling for cali
07 October 2004 - battle scars
06 October 2004 - state of being
04 October 2004 - drama queen
03 October 2004 - i don't even know what to call this entry - anxiety? self-pity? the truth?
30 September 2004 - open third sting is g (i think)
29 September 2004 - barely keeping my head above water

just now
cold weather makes me fat
cha-cha-cha-changes
almost like summer break
p&l�s
the winter of my discontent
blur
couldn't put humpty together again
all the kings horses, and all the kings men�
humpty dumpty sat on a wall, humpty dumpty had a great fall�
if you can talk, you can sing
if you can walk, you can dance
show me, show me, show me how you do that trick
nothing to write home about
same old
going postal in my pinstriped suit
I'm a slave 4 u
I wish the real world would just stop hassling me
seeing our new world thru new eyes
life will never be the same again
new season, new boy to fall for
hazy shade of winter
autumn makes you crazy!
cruel summer
spring has sprung
today is the first day of the rest of your life
i'll stop the world and melt with you