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21 October 2013 - 10:53 a.m. dear diary, the break-up happened on friday. and since then, i've felt so sad. it was inevitable. when you've been together for six years and the relationship has gone stagnant, there are two choices: try harder or walk. and he decided to walk. i just feel so crushed for my sister. most of her friends have gotten married and moved to the suburbs. she's 43. single and childless. the eternal single girl...woman...mid-aged woman. not only is she nursing a broken heart, she's in a panic about her life...or should i say lifestyle, which is teetering on the unknown. now that her and her live-in boyfriend are through, where will she live? how will she live? unfortunately, my sister is terrible with money, and thinking beyond today. quite frankly, she doesn't have a pot to piss in. i feel sad for her. and sorry for her. and worried about her. not just for her immediate future, but also for the long-term. she is such a good-hearted person. she wasted six years - the last years of any hope of having a child (if she decided she wanted one) - on this emotionally unavailable boy. she deserves more - a man who will show her love and stability and commitment. i told her she will be happy again. i know she will. but the trauma of a break-up at any age - especially at an age when you are beyond ready to secure "happily ever after" - is just awful. i'm not usually the praying type, but i will pray for my sister to get through this and heal and find love again. a true love that will be good for her and that will last. love, cali |
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