25 July 2007 - 10:49 p.m.

dear diary,

i have a date tomorrow night with a new guy from match.com. the weird thing is i don't know all that much about him. we've emailed maybe a handful of time. never talked on the phone. and are meeting tomorrow night for a drink.

i'm not really excited about this guy. i have a feeling he is nice...and not my type. i shall consider it practice.

the guy i am really interested in is the other guy from match.com. he's mr. good-job-by-day-rock-star-by-night. he is exactly the kind of guy i should avoid. i can tell he's a heartbreaker. again, i don't know all that much about him, but we had a brief, very brief, phone call tonight. he was in the studio ready to throw down a track (that's my music lingo, pretty good, huh?), and i was on my way to the gym...

i suppose we'll talk tomorrow, before i go on my date with bachelor number one.

speaking of the gym, i've been trying to get back into my routine. it isn't easy. after i hurt my back a few months ago, i (first) couldn't exercise, then (second) got lazy. and my laziness now shows in my hips, thighs and belly.

thankfully, i have been gradually building up my cardio. i'm back to running 1.25 miles without stopping, but at a slower pace than i used to run. baby steps, i keep telling myself.

tonight i met a friend for dinner downtown. when we walked into the restaurant, i noticed an attractive man looking right at my with a huge grin on his face. immediattely, i reverted to my insecure, young teenager alter-ego and looked away. later, when the guy walked by to go to the men's room, i realized he was someone i used to work with (he works out of texas, but comes here regularly.) he came by again, and i told him i was sorry for snubbing him, then gave him a huge hug.

the guy is HOT! next time he is in town, we're going to try to get together. "a date" he called it.

too bad he is married to a HOT chick in texas.

cali

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