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02 July 2008 - 6:49 p.m.

dear diary,

my mom just called a little while ago. in tears.

she and my dad just arrived at their "mountain home" and she got to thinking about me and my sister and how much she misses us...

i want to think that's all that's behind the tears, but then i talked to my dad and he was like, " she misses you girls. she hasn't seen you in awhile. and i'm not good..."

he quickly rebutted his comment, but now i am worried. she probably does miss us, but i wonder if some of her "missing" is because she is secretly dealing with some health issue with my dad?

they've always been so secretive about their health. it drives me insane...

tomorrow we planned to start the 3-day weekend early by going sailing on the bay. the rest of our weekend is full of plans, though nothing we couldn't get out of...

i am seriously contemplating a 892.20 mile (each way) road trip...

then again, if we went there, my parents would see how fat i've gotten. i'm not sure a little piece of mind is worth the scrutiny...

cali

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