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13 April 2009 - 12:44 p.m. dear diary, my period is five days late. i'm never late. if i don't get my period by wednesday, i'm taking a home pregnancy test. i feel like a teenager. i can't believe this is happening to me. i'll be ashamed to tell my parents. even though i know they want a grandchild, i know they will be disappointed with me. i'm sure they'll think, "what happened to our good daughter?" she has no job, lives with her boyfriend and now is pregnant!" i'm scared. if i am pregnant, it will change a lot of things. i'm really not ready for this. i hope i am just pre-menopausal. sigh... deep breath. cali |
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you read these? the entry where i become "that girl" i'm normally not i love my doggy wear a condom! i know this waiting game is childish... sitting there, staring at me |