16 July 2008 - 10:52 p.m.

dear diary,

my new boss started today. she's a nice woman, very intelligent, and a former client of my company. so she knows what we do, but she doesn't have a marketing background.

i feel...tired.

it sucks when someone new comes along, all excited to be there and shit, and starts throwing out all these ideas that you are expected to act on.

of course, my useless co-worker is doing her old routine of blowing smoke up the new boss' ass - shaking hands and shit like some shady politician. i am hoping the new boss is smart enough to see through it....

i guess time will tell.

i'm thinking of applying for some jobs at the very elite and world-renowned private university which is about 10 minutes away from home. a friend of mine works there and she loves her job. another woman i met who works there also loves her job.

i think this is a good sign.

my exhaustion is unbearable sometimes, and i am unsure if it has to do with my diet (which sucks), my inactivity (also sucks), or my general and total disinterest in the way i spend my weekdays.

i suspect it is a combination of the three.

in other news, things with the boyfriend and me are good. he is my rock, and i often feel guilty for spewing my job negativity all over him.

i know something has got to change.

cali

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