11 March 2008 - 2:59 p.m.

dear diary,

its hard to believe how close i have become with my boyfriend. he is like, a great friend, and i actually like having him around, even when he talks too much.

i guess in the last (many) years i considered myself a loner. one who actually likes to be alone...

but having the right person in your (my) life makes you (me) think otherwise.

i love how we can just hang out and be goofy and sing show tunes and watch old movies and try new restaurants and hike local peaks and have deep conversations and be comfortable with each other. and not worry about being betrayed. or lied to. or abandoned.

the cynical part of me wants to tell myself to quit going so ga-ga over something which might be too premature. or which might come back to bite me in the end.

but, really, i guess you (i) never will know for sure unless you (i) try.

he's everything i ever imagined/dreamed of/hoped for.

i guess it is true what they say...it just happens like that.

cali

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