16 September 2007 - 11:43 p.m.

dear diary,

i went out to dinner tonight with the 22 year old. we had sushi, and when the check came, he reached for it and i told him, "no, i'm paying this time."

he wouldn't let me. he wouldn't even let me pay half.

he may only be 22 years old, but he has more class than most men i've ever gone out with.

i learned tonight that he used to suffer from depression. and that he wants to be a counselor for kids someday. and that he has only had sex with one woman. (at first i was taken aback by this information, until i thought back to my sexual history at the age of 22. and him and are are equal.)

and most of all i learned that i am finding myself more and more attracted to him. and this sucks because he could never be more than a fling to me. and i just can't do that to him (or his mom or his grandma).

i am officially between a rock and a hard place.

cali

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