09 February 2009 - 12:15 p.m.

dear diary,

i was sick all weekend. cold-sick more than flu-sick, but sick nonetheless.

i have a fear of that awful strep throat coming back...that terrible illness i had back in october 2007, when i had to cancel my trip to europe. it was the far sickest i have ever been, and i am convinced i almost died due to an abscess which ruptured in my throat.

my throat was sore this weekend and i felt so much damn anxiety, thinking strep is gonna come back and finish me off...

so most of the weekend i was at home, except for the crab feed at the portuguese hall that me and the boyfriend had already committed to with his sister. luckily, the boyfriend did all the work (pulling the crab out of the shells). i am so spoiled!

it's almost 12:30pm, and i'm still in my pjs. i wonder if i will ever feel motivated to do anything - work, clean, leave the house.

i need to do something. boyfriend is officially out of his apartment and into my place as of this friday. he's been moving things over a little at a time, but his moving stuff in has been happening at a much faster rate than my cleaning stuff out and making space for him. i hope he doesn't take this as a sign of me resisting his presence. he needs to know by now that his girlfriend is just lazy.

so, yea. it's a new week. lots to do. so far i'm off to a bad start.

what else is new?

cali

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