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21 January 2008 - 10:45 p.m. dear diary, everything is good. really good. i mean, cancun sucked ass. it was only sunny for one, maybe two days max. and going on vacation with 10 bitches - i mean women - is a bad idea. let's just say i was happy when vacation was over... on the way home, i stopped in san diego for the weekend to attend a wedding. the boy met me there. he arrived early, checked into the hotel and sprinkled rose petals from the door to the bed, then covered the bed with rose petals, too! oh, and did i mention the champagne and fruit with dipping sauce? can you say "beaucoup romantic"? somehow i have hit the jackpot with this man. he is just about everything i've ever dreamed of. ok, so he is a republican. a hardcore republican. and that has caused a little strife. not because i am a hardcore democrat, but because i am not some wilting little flower who is going to let a man tell me how to think and what to believe. we've had some heated "discussions". but so far we've been able to work through our disagreements. i can't believe it, y'all!!! we spend a lot of time together. and spending so much time with him does not make me want to poke my eyes out! before i met him i thought that i'd been single for so long that having a significant other would feel like an intrusion on my life. after all, the losers i'd dated over the years were intruders. but not this boy. this boy is different. and special. and i think this boy is (at the risk of jumping the gun) "the one." i am so, so happy. that's not to say all is well. i'm not thrilled about my job. or my weight. or how my life feels very disheveled at the moment. but such is life. i guess i am realizing that life is never going to be perfect. all i can do is accept it and enjoy the beauty of my imperfection. its weird how love can make you see everything in a new way. i love being in love! in other news, i'm going to the dentist tomorrow morning for the first time in probably two years. yes folks, i do anticipate that it is going to be another blood bath.... sigh... cali |
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you read these? having a boyfriend is pretty o.k. because, really, i am not ready to be a mommy just yet... period . such is life moderation |