25 January 2012 - 1:11 a.m.

Dear diary,

"Life sucks. It just sucks."

Never the words you want to hear coming out of your spouse's mouth. Especially when conversation is around you. And your child.

Every ounce of my being is telling me to leave now because the longer I stay, the harder it will be.

I love our daughter. Yes, being a parent to a 2 year old is hard. But that is to be expected. He lives in another world, where babies don't cry, or have energy, and know all the rules.

Sometimes, I really hate him. I am tired of going to bed angry all the time. And he wonders why it seems I don't love him the way I should. I know why....

Cali

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